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Gwydion’s song

Ask me not to make you wise, I shall not Ask me not of strength- I shall not give it Ask me not of riches, I shall never grant them. Ask me instead of the clear path And everything you need shall be there Ask me not to teach you How to read the signs-Continue reading “Gwydion’s song”

The voices

The voices are calling us,Me and you,Telling us not to break the connection,To follow the starsIn their endless searchOf the moon, cold and distant,And yet beautiful,To see the truthThat lies hidden deep within,To hold on, and never change the route,Like we once did.Like Ophelia, in a dress all wet,And flowers in my hair,I reach outContinue reading “The voices”

Where

Where are those who swore they loved me,When the storm gathers its clouds and the lightning comes to pierce the past?Where are those who swore their loyalty for hundreds of times,When the world leaves me by night, becoming one dark shadow on the wall?Where are those whom I loved too much to bear?Where are they,Continue reading “Where”

The gift of grapes and apples

The room is dimly lit and smells of spruces, spices and ancient books. In the flickering candlelight, tall bookshelves seem more distant than they perhaps are, and a dark wooden table is before me. A tall, hooded figure stands there, beckoning me. ‘Come closer. I have been expecting you ‘ The voice is soft, quietContinue reading “The gift of grapes and apples”

Christmas eve and what comes after

Funny enough this year’s Christmas eve is the first one without any rush to it. All the times before were hectic, lonely or too painful, chaotic or lacking in magic – and this one is much calmer. Perhaps, it is due to my second pregnancy or just the general slowing down, but somehow the magicContinue reading “Christmas eve and what comes after”

Edgar’s notebook

what if edgar poe kept a journal..?

Stephen: prologue

The transformation was painful, yet that word alone does not describe the terrible stages I went through, neither can it paint the picture of those abominable hours and minutes of pain, excruciating my whole being, echoing in each and every corner of my skin; and even the marrow in my very bones cried out inContinue reading “Stephen: prologue”

Let me sleep beside you

Let me sleep beside you and break the hearts of those who once crushed mine. In the heat of the morning, under your wing-Be merciful, be kind, sweet death – precious life is not precious anymore.Let me sleep beside you, give me that last minute, give me just a momentSo I could finally open upContinue reading “Let me sleep beside you”

Lament

What if I die without you?Have you thought that in leavingYou are sentencing meTo death?.. Burning slow, burning steadyIt’s devouring me wholeHave you thought that in dyingI would never join you?.. If death has no face,thenI’d prefer it to be yoursWhen I lay down dyingTo see you one last time. When the nights are tooContinue reading “Lament”

Morrigan’s Lament

Cú Chulainn, Cú Chulainn…Yonder lies he, sleeping after a long way home. Cú Chulainn, Cú Chulainn… His eyes of forest green closed,And the flames dancing in his hair in the dusky light…Cu chulainn, Cu chulainn …Let me touch you.Let me feel the fire within you.Cu chulainn, Cu chulainn…Let me marvel at the flamesDancing in yourContinue reading “Morrigan’s Lament”